Life is not at it as best always. At times it unfolds the most ugliest part of it and you are left of nowhere. Your life comes at stake. My life had it the same. I was left all alone. I had nobody to support me then. Every passing moment seemed as if I was I was living the darkest nightmare of I could ever think of. Liveliness seemed such an absurd thing. Happiness seemed to be so fake. I had no choice but pity myself. My heart broke down. I lay disheartened. All my dreams lay shattered in front of me, and I couldn’t put them again. All my expectations became my fear. I could experience the moment of despair all around me. I was half dead. I decided to give up everything, but everything is your weakness and your strength you cannot just give it away this way. I just wished I could get back to my past and enjoy my happiness and make it alive forever, and suddenly came the realization that past was just a sweet dream. And dreams are no reality. I wished to live my rest of my life as I lived in past, but indeed that was not my life. That was the life of someone else which I dreamt of living but now I don’t have it anymore. All my beliefs had been betrayed. Everything seemed so dark and foggy filling you with despair. Suddenly I saw a ray of hope coming towards me by the almighty. On the very first scene of it I was filled with joy. My lost determination and confidence was again put up at its height. I could see the nightmare ending up. I could see a way full of fragrance of joy, love and success. A way of comfort, a sense of relief from all my despair. I felt a moment of bliss with the return of the conscience of my soul. But I could not move forward on that way for I was stuck somewere in between.I had left some work yet to be completed,a mission yet to be accomplished,a sucess yet to be conquered, a smile yet to be lived.So I walk on and on and rest and again walk on and on on my usual way..