Thank you

‘Thank you’,a word we use so often,infact so many times a day.but have understood the meaning of this word?But have we ever felt the depth of gratitude present in this word?Have we ever used this word where we not only overflow our love and respect to the receiver of this word but even to this word?Have we understood the power and magic of this word? Have we taken this word in a right sense and spirit .most importantly have we ever done justice to this word?this word is not an ordinary word ,when you really understand its meaning.this word speaks so much in itself.when we surrender this word to someone with true feelings ,they not only recive our gratitude for them ,but even recives those true blessings unsaid hidden in this word.when we say ‘thank you’to our elders ,this word expresses all our due gratitude and respect to them which we don’t b e able to give otherwise.when we say ‘thank you’ to our young one ,this word expresses all our love and true blessing to them,which makes them feel it so truly .at times we just fail to convey our feelings to our loved ones due to cold walls and clashes of ego at times we just fail to convey our love to our loved ones ,by stopping this magical word ”thank you” is our hearts only .

at times we don’t understand who really is a deserving person this love and happen to surrender it to one who doesn’t deserve it,instead of one who deserves it.it is then we don’t do justice to this beautiful word ,which creates a spell of love all over and makes our world more beautiful.no matter what ever the situation be ,no matter however your relation with your loved ones be ,but if they really touches our life and makes it as beautiful and as colourful as a rainbow in that lovely blue sky ,then don’t forget \hesitate to overflow your love with just a small word of ‘thanks’ and you would notice that this magical word will not only make your lives beautiful but even your relation making it as sweet as a rose and as delightful as chocolate.they say don’t use this word so often that its value gets dismissed ,but I would say use this word so often that it fills your world with all the love ,respect and true blessing .so next time when you say ‘thank you’ and express your love and blessings to your loved ones ,and they say “there should be no thanks and no sorry”between us show them the true essence of this word and let them feel all your love and gratitude towards them and not to forget we should not only be thankful to our loved ones but even to our life, our destiny who gives us hardship at every level ,of our life gives us a part to differentiate between right and wrong despite showing us both and makes us and our today better than yesterday.

p.s.-this a very special post dedicated to a very special person in my life ,who has loved and cared for me always but has always been a great great philosopher,guide ,teacher and one of my very very very dear friend(whom I would loose never ever,whatever,the future might unfold).today at this stage of my life I just want to say ‘thank you’, which would express all my love ,gratitude and blessings for the person .

Silence

“Silence”- The word itself speaks so much. This silence is what some have called Truth, Infinity, Reality, Enlightenment, Nothingness, God, Great or Holy Spirit, True Self, I am, Consciousness and Love. It has a great value, i.e., the peace of mind and purity of heart. Words and only words make a life worthless. It might sound interesting speaking all day and night, but according to me it decreases the value of silence.
Silence gives us the power to think of us as an individual, the power to think about our loved ones, the power to think about our past, present and future, the power to differentiate between right and wrong, the power to achieve our dreams, the power to relate ourselves, the power to get connected to god, the power to give our life a meaning, the power to smile with happiness.
At times words falls short to express or feelings. Then its silence, which overtakes and speaks our heart out creating those magical moments of our life.

Silence is a sign of love……
………When the only sound you can hear is the breath of your partner when you have the first kiss of your life and words fall short to express your love to your partner, then you just look into his eyes with the sign of joy, a sign of shyness and a sign of self surrender to your partner.

Silence is a sign of adore…
…When a mother adores her newborn baby in her hands for the very first time, she goes speechless. A tear flow down her beautiful eyes overwhelmed in joy followed with a wonderful everlasting smile…

Silence is a sign of pride…
…………When you hand over your first salary to your parents and touch their feet, there happiness goes beyond what words can express ever. Then it’s their wishes from their heart and eyes filled with joy in science gives your life a meaning.

Silence is a sign of tension………
…When you enter the examination hall of some higher level for the very first time and the moment you await for the question paper all set with your answer script. Your hands more chilled than that of ice, your lips shivering and having Goosebumps. No kind of notice and only silence reigns in the examination hall with a few indifferent glances to each other…

Silence is a sign of gratitude towards your loved ones….
.... When your love gives birth to your child, you are called in to see your little cuddly muddily baby, as you look and hold them (ash twins, here) in your hands the feeling of ecstasy of being a father reflecting on your face with that smile, and a thank you expression on the face for your wife, its chook very cute. Silence then is the best way (if not the only way) to communicate.

All that you need, all that you seek, all that you hope and long for is contained in this silence.
Confucius:
Silence is the true friend that never betrays.
Francis Bacon:
Silence is the virtue of fools.
Mark Twain:
It is better to keep your mouth closed and let people think you are a fool than to open it and remove all doubt.
Martin Luther King, Jr.:
We will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends.
Martin Luther King, Jr.:
Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter.
Martin Luther King, Jr.:
In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends
Robert Roseleaf:
Many attempts to communicate are nullified by saying too much.
Sally Berger:
You never saw a fish on the wall with its mouth shut.
Sam Evensong:
It's so simple to be wise. Just think of something stupid to say and then don't say it.
Sam Rayburn:
No one has a finer command of language than the person who keeps his mouth shut.
Thomas Merton:
It is in deep solitude that I find the gentleness with which I can truly love my brothers. The more solitary I am the more affection I have for them…. Solitude and silence teach me to love my brothers for what they are, not for what they say.
Will Durant:
One of the lessons of history is that nothing is often a good thing to do and always a clever thing to say.



yet to be concluded.

REALITY ............THE BITTER PART

This story fascinated me, and instantly triggered in me to pen down something about it..it speaks of a shadow of total darkness,but as they say"ONLY AFTER TOTAL DARKNESS COMES COMES THE NEW RAY OF SUNLIGHT".so does in this post.

she was finishing her daily chore,
when suddenly a knock sounded at the door,
she opened the door and kept on standing,
her eyes couldnot belive what they were watching,
they unwrapped the face ina while,
it was her husband who was kiled by a missile;
droplets if water fell from her eyes,
the tears were truth ,they were not lies,
a maiden went to take her care,
she left her hand and sat on a chair,
the poor lady cried and cried,
being aware of the news that her husband had died,
then suddenly the maiden went to the room,
she carried the baby and came out soon,
the baby was put on the mothers lap,
the baby then started to give slow claps,
she looked at the baby and gave a smile,
she wiped her tears and thought for a while,
she knew she had to keep her heart strong,
coz anything undaunted would lead her wrong,
she made an effort to relieve her arduous life,
indeed she proved to be an ideal mother and a proud wife........................

Words

I acknowledged people have fascination for words. They go crazy to know more and more new and interesting words. And once they learn them they go crazy to use them. And not only to use them but use them at right place. Words are numerous. They have no ending. And thus the flow of craziness and fascination for words has no last stop. But I never understood this fascination .its not that I didn’t try but they never attracted me as they do to others, instead whenever I tried to understand this part of fascination I found no importance of it. But I acknowledged that the words are not independent themselves to find people. They are dependant; dependant on the feelings with much one learns and uses these words. Words are mere words, but feelings give these words a life. Feeling brings the flow of life in words and this flow attracts people. Words were made to convey our feelings properly. They personify our feelings, but they are not complete themselves.
Feelings are the soul of words, not the other way round. Its not words put together which brings a smile on your face when you are through them, but the feelings that snuggles your heart quietly and brings that smile on your face. It’s not the words, which hurts you, but the rude feelings behind those words, which picks you and hurts your heart. It’s not the words, which steals your heart, but the feeling of live, which tickles you softly, and your heart is stolen. At times people hide their love (feelings) by speaking rude words. But does that work anyway. Have you thought why? Because though the words are rude, the feeling isn’t, and feeling cannot be deceived by different mode of words. And so the word doesn’t match .at times people have rudeness, but portrays love by their sugarcoated words. But these portrays evolve in seconds, and the real portrays comes into existence .no matter how well constructed the words be but if the feelings behind it is devilish the end result will always be destructive.
Its not the words but feelings which are important to decorate a life with love. But people don’t understand the importance of feelings. They think it’s the words which is creating the magic, but that is superficial. Words are superficial. Reality is feelings, with which you express your heart out to your loved ones. So here I go saying I have no fascination for words, but for feelings.

My First Search of my best friend started when I was born. When the doctor took me out in her hand my eyes were close, but the warmth of her hands gave me the comfort. I thought she was my best friend. but the very next moment she handed me over to a nurse. She cared for me all three days I stayed in nursery. Her love to me made me think her as my best friend. When I opened my eyes, I saw my parents, who created me, and Give me the precious life on this beautiful earth. They pampered me all my life’s thought they were my best friends. When I had my sister, I thought she was my best friend. When I went to school my teachers taught me many things. They guided me in the best way. They made me a good citizen, moreover a good person. I thought they were my best friends. In my class I portrayed every next student near me as my best frined.friends came and went and I only tried to find a best friend among each of them. I then had enemies in ma life, which taught me to tackle the difficult times and made me tough and strong enough to fight anybody. I thought they were my best friends. I thought my pet, who just loved to play and wander around me was my best friend. When I became a nature lover I thought that the bright sun was my best friend, but the moon overshadowed i.e. thought the raindrops and the rainbow were my best friends, but snow covered it, and over it the warmth of the sunlight melted it. When I had the love of my life, I was on cloud nine. I thought he who taught me what love is, is my best friend. The search seemed never ending. It just went on and on and on. But recently I realized everybody in this world around me is selfish in his or her own ways, except one. The search of my best friend ended to that one. My best friend cares for me, expecting no return from me. My best friend loves me the most like nobody can. My best friend stays with me every moment and will till my last breathe. My best friend not only sings, dances, enjoys and feels happy in my joys, but even understands my problems and blues residing in me, and gives the best solution to it. My best friend cries with me, smiles with me, laughs with me, listens to all whatever I say, and speaks in my scilence, and touches my heart in a different way, which nobody can. My best friend believes in me and keeps faith in all my doings. My best friend not only admires the outer beauty but my inner beauty. My best friend not only feels proud, on my achievements and my good work, and also shows and realizes my flaws and mistakes, and sometimes even does punish me for some severe ones. My best friend advises me and guides me the best. It gives me peace in mind and purity in my heart. I am lonely and incomplete without my best friend. My best friend is me, myself, my very own soul. I have the best among all the best friends in this world.

SOCH

“Ous ki boond si hoti hai betiyaan,
sparsh khurdara ho toh roti hai betiyaan.
Roshan karega beta to ek hi kul ko,
do-do kulon ki laaj ko dhoti hai betiyaan.
Koi nahi hai doston ek dusre ke kaam,
heera agar hai beta toh moti hai betiyaan.
Kaanto ki raah pe yeh khud hi chalti rahengi,
auro ke liye phool hi boti hai betiyaan.
Vidhi ka vidhan hai,
yehi duniya ki rasm hai muthi mai neer si hoti hain betiyaan.“

love

"I am in love"this is the most common sentence we hear in our daily life,from all our friends.Some says i am happy that love has showered its grace on me,and some says i am still waiting for my love to come.Some are sad and heartbroken,and on the other hand some doesnt even believe in the word love,and some defines it only as lust.Jesus and mother teresa said love is humanity.Gandhi and Nehru said love is patriotism.While adam and eve are considered the inventors of love,romeo and juliet died for their love,and became an inspiration for lovers.Not to forget sahajahan made the seventh wonder of the world,Taj Mahal,a symbol of love in loving memories of his beloved wife.but who precisely knows what love is.

According to me love is a mixture of all the above and many more.Love has nothing to do with whatever you expect to get,it is what you are expected to give.Love is to make the person you love happy with whatever you can give to him/her.Love is to compromise.No love can be successful,if it is build up on someone else's happiness.Love comes to you only if you give love.Eventually love detoriates with attitude, ego, selfishness, greed, but it increases rapidly with double effort if it involves purity, faith, truth and care. People say love is to accept the person with all his/her negative n positive attitudes and encourage them but true love is to make your loved ones realize their mistake and lead them to be better. Love is to make a difference in someone’s life and make him/her better. Love is having the best experience of your life. love is to be each others strength and not weakness. Love is to make commitments, to be together, to help, to make your loved ones smile, to feel insecured, to be jealous, to make mistakes, but most importantly love is to forgive.hatredness for sure is a part of love, but if it crosses it limits it takes over love, and destroys its natural essence completely. Love is to share not only your happiness but also to stand beside your loved once in their difficult times. Love is to be happy for some one else. Love doesn’t mean to end up together happily, but for being apart for someone’s happiness. Love makes the world most beautiful be it only for a moment even. Life without love is a year without summer. Love happens for no reason and if you have a reason to love someone that’s not love but more admiration or infactuations.

Everything has a positive and a negative aspect, and so do love. Love knows no rules, no boundaries.And so sometimes people do make mistakes. Or rather love itself is called a mistake at times. Love is one day of romance and ten days of differences. Love is one smile and thousands of tears. Love is numerous wounds and hurts and no anticipation. Love is loneliness than togetherness at times. Love is sentiments and no practicality. when love meets practicality its essence is destroyed,because love is not about being practical,but being crazy. Love is more of gloom than joy. Love is more of darkness than brightness. So the balance sheet of love tallies itself. There is no extra balance left in any of either sides of balance sheet. Both liability and assets of love equalize it. Yet it is the most beautiful and wonderful thing in the world to be done.

SARI

what the little dress is to london,the sari is to india:great for any occasion.while its hard not to feel beautiful and poised when drapped in the elegant yards,for those living life in the fast lane,the sari's shelf space is shrinking.day to day salwar suits,jeans,and trousers prove to be practical choice for college and work.yet at weddings and other family occasions sari scores high with a variety of blouses,corsets,bikinis,halters for a super sexy look.sari makes feel more dressed up than usual,but one cant think of wearing it everyday.sari's may have a lot of legroom but you cant really run around in them.westerns are a lot mobile.so the stumbles and stiffness are worth it,but only for special events.but saris have not lost their charm.




yet to be concluded

EPITOME OF CULTURE_INDIA

India is a land rich in culture.it had been imprisoned and reigned by mughals and Britishers for more than 1000’s of years .yet it did not loose its cultural charm .it always respected others culture and accepted their ideas and enriched her own culture .it has always acknowledged Indians and people of other country with sacrifice, love and brotherhood .but it seems we-the generation of 21st century are forgetting our own culture.
Whenever the question who are you? arises, an American says he is American, a British says he is a britisher , the person from Arab says he is Arabian, the person from Greece says he is a Greek, but when the same question is asked to a person of India he says he is Bengali/Sikh/Hindu/Muslim making himself a laughing stock for others. He doesn’t say what he is expected to. Why ??? Aren’t we proud enough to call ourselves Indians or are we too proud to call ourselves religious and insult our nation. Moreover is the diversification of religion more important or the unity of being Indian?
Sanskrit the mother of not only 16 indian languages but also to other languages in the world.for eg-mother from matre,brother from bhratre,etc.no doubt,only an Indian can speak all languages fluently as spoken by the other national people,but none other nations people can speak Indian language as fluently as Indians.and as they say UR MOTHER TONGUE IS THE SOUL OF YOUR IDENTITY.if you don’t know your mother tongue,you have no identity of your own.in the false rat race of speaking other foreign languages fluently,we have forgotten our own mother tongue,our national language, hindi.how many schools teaches students to speak in their mother tongue and not English.English has become the main language of the world,just because the Englishmen respects their language and feel proud to talk in their mother tongue.Indian language is no less powerful.indian language can also be one among worlds most spoken languages ,but this can happen only and only when WE- the Indians learn to respect our mother tongue.

Khadi,sari salwar kameez is the dress of an Indian.simplicity is pulchritude.in the motto of Indian dressing.but this natural beauty is robbed away by todays artificial beauty.wearing funky western clothes,short skirts,speghities,halters,junkies,trendy and fashionable wear is what has become more important.piercing,not only ears and nose but also belly,tongue,chin,tattoos on skin,streaking and colouring hairs is what is called beauty today.but is it seriously what is called aesthetic beauty.or is it only dirt which is driving away real beauty. is not real Indian beauty in traditional wears,bindi,sringaar, mehndi,etc.that’s Indian beauty.

Only Indian culture teaches to obey and respect our elders.this is the country where maryadapurshotam ram just to respect his father’s words went to jungle for 14 years of exile,this is the land where grandparents sings lullabies and recites stories to their grandchildren expressing their love to them.but now parents are taken up as some garbage and thrown out of the house to some old age homes,when they need their children the most.this is the country where shri Krishna taught us to respect women.women are not only a matter of entertainment,but the starting and the soul of the world.guests are considered as gods in India and are always welcomed by them by joining their hands together and greeting.helding out hand and greeting our elders is not Indian culture,but to touch their feet and take their blessings,is Indian culture."HI" is not the word of Indian,but NAMASTE.


EARLY TO BED AND EARLY TO RISE,SIMPLE FOOD,SIMPLE LIVING,CONCENTRATION,MEDITATION,YOGA,etc,were the lifestyle of Indian culture.but now latenight parties,discos,drinking,fagging,speedy driving,fast life,has become Indian lifestyle.but is it seriously Indian lifestyle.no,its western lifestyle taking over Indian lifestyle.now we no more seem and feel to be a part of Indian culture,but western culture.Indians are born to light up someone’s hope,someone’s smile,someone’s darkness,someone’s life and not cigrattes.

There are two stagnant truths…..
1.no matter how much an Indian try and change his looks,but can never change the fact of tan colour of his body.he can nwever look as fair as those of Englishmen.
2.we are Indians from birth and so we should accept the truth,and learn to respect our country,and its culture.only then we would be able to make it more better and powerful.so lets kindle the spirit of our nation and culture and gift a safe,secur,.and well insured living atmosphere to the generation next, as was presented to us by our ancestors.

Rain is a source of precipitation which forms when separate drops of water fall to the Earth's surface from clouds. Not all rain reaches the surface; some evaporates while falling through dry air. When none of it reaches the ground, it is called Virga, a phenomenon often seen in hot, dry desert regions. The scientific explanation of how rain forms and falls is called the Bergeron process.
Rain plays a role in the hydrologic cycle in which moisture from the oceans evaporates, condenses into bubbles, precipitates up to the sky, and eventually returns to the air via sun light and rivers to repeat the cycle again. The water vapor that respires from planets, evaporates to join other water molecules in condensing into bubbles.
rain is mainly of threee types:-
1.OROGRAPHIC RAIN
2.CONVECTION RAIN
3.CYCLONIC RAIN
Neways,this is not the matter of my post.rain has its own natural beauty which atracts us to great extent.the moment we think of this word rain we get reminded of sumthing or the other.and just because it relates it to our best moments ever lived,we love it even more.
Everytime the sky becomes cloudy and dark as if about to rain, i feel strange balmy feel, as if carpets been spread and now the royality would walk in as rain drops.And than the mystical music of heaven's shower begins ,like a ritual, everything in its path get mesmerised.
Spreading my arms eagerly outside the window we accept there handshake , what a blissful feel to feel those tiny drops on palms.it feels like no other happiness in the world can equalise the happiness it gives me.when the raindrops falls on my face it feels like some heavenly spirit has come to bles us.and i get all wet in its blessings.
those senior citizens have the best of their memories relived.their eyes go brightened up with a new sparkle as if they have been given a new life,full of joy.forgetting all their hardship in life they relax on their rocking chair besides the window,and appreciating the pulcritude of the rain soothes their eyes.the kids having rainbath,playing in those mud puddles,with their friends,leavig no innocence to stay back.those flowering smiles of those of the farmers shows the impression of life has yet to give more of the best than rest.the jobbers tired all day long aftr their hardship feels a sign of relief to see the clouds appreciate their work and bring them the joy and happiness of rain as their return.the teenagers,caring a heck about what the road siders think dance and sing jump and run and shout and scream and enjoy the feel of rain of showing the charm beneath them.it feels the petals turning beautiful flowers adopting the impression of their wonderful smell and bright colours.the love that gets regenerated within lovers can be expressed in no words.the moment it rains she comes over to the balcony and in disguise to admire rain she looks at the boy next door and he the girl next door.and without a word they speak all their love,being away from each other they are feel their presence to each other.the married couples having a fight,comes next to the nearest window,forgets all about their arguments and tease each other,and suddenly with that thundrbolt in a fraction of seconds come so close to each other as they have never been apart.they cook food consume it hot in some cozy candle light dinner at their own place.
And after the rainfall,the beauty of the wet streets get personified with that of the leaves fallen due to strong cold wind.the children yet seem to be on the roads playing with the paper boats in the water filled roads.the teenagers yet sitting in the balcony and expressing their love with their smile.the senior citizens getting the nost wonderful sleep of the year on their rocking chair in the fresh environment.the lovers having ice cream all wet,in the middle of the road shivering and hugging each other,stealing kisses,and pecks in public for warmth and thanking the cold wind blowing their way.the farmers now tilling their lands and dreaming of theri cultivation.the tired jobbers all refreshed to enjoy their this wonderful and amazing nvironment with their family and friends.and the couple way back their homes after the long drive,with no more war but only love and love between them.
That aesthetic beauty and those wonderful moments touched my heart and filled it with immense joy and happiness.'I love rain and will wait till it gives my soul a soothing spiritual embrace '.

the foremost priority of a jain is "AHINSA".ahinsa not only means non violence but not to give and release sufferings of the others.infact it is the first and the last priority for him.a jain is not only responsible to feed,take care and show humanity towards humans,plants and animals but even to all the small microscopic organisms.so a jain in short is the whole and sole care taker of the but all the livings and non livings of the world.but today the priority of a jain is being forgotten.


a lion says,"WHEN HUMANS DONT HAVE CLAWS THEN WHY DO THEY EAT MY FOOD".so,a jain should be a vegetarian.believe me the power of a vegeterian is far more than that of a non-vegetearian.a hippo being a vegeterian can carry around more than 50 lions,who are non-veg at a tim.but a lion cannot even move a hippo an inch.moreover,eating non-vegeterian food makes your blood warm and you loud,brash and short tempered.so be a vegeterian throughout your life and make your life healthy and happy.



a jain should not eat underground roots.vegetables like carrot,radish,potato,onion,garlic,beetroot,etc are not the food of a jain.these underground vegetables contains microscopic insects,which not only harms youer body to great extent but even makes you a sinner in the court of god.and if you dont believe me check yourself.
STEPS TO CHECK MICROSCOPIC INSECTS-
1.take a potato and cut it into two pieces.
2.put some oil and sindoor over it and leave it in sunlight for few moments.
3.now bring a microscopic glass and you can see the potato you eat is nothing but only a ball of insects.
you should even not eat potato chips,as they Are same as having potatoes.and who likes to be a hypocrate.its not that i ahve never had potato chips but its only a few days back i realised it and left it for the rest of ma life....



you should only have food 45 mins before the sunset and 45 mins after the sunrise.its also been proved scientifically that 45 mins from sunrise and 45mins to sunset the rays of the sun contains too much of bacteria and harmful germs which causes indigestion and other diseases and harms our body to great extent.and the time in betweeen is only the time to have healthy food.



you should not wear any leather items,like belt,vollet,footwears,etc.leather is made from the skin of animals.being a jain you should not forget the sufferings of the animals while peeling off their skin,and try and not be a part of the suffering-doers.


bursting crackers may appear intresting and enjoyment package,but a jain knows it is all about suffering.when we burst crackers,the microscopic and small insects on the land suffers a lot and dies coz of our enjoyment.so dont burst crackers and take life of other insects.


culture and religion go hand in hand.a jain should always remember his traditions.whenevr you visit temple be in traditional and before entering the temple do cover your head.one should never use cosmetics.they contain high petroleum and essence of animals hide and skin.a jain sholud always avoid cosmetics.


when entering temple you should pronounce the word "NISAHI" 3 times and before leaving the temple "AVASAHI" 3 times.nissahi means here i am to serve god again,and avasahi means please do call me again to serve you(god).when you see gods face you should pronounce "namo jinanam".whenever you do a mistake you pronounce"MICHCHAMIDUKDAM".


when you enchant your prayers you should not open your mouth and enchant but enchant in your own soul.when you open your mouth microscopic insexcts and germs enter your mouth which not only causes harm to your body but also makes your prayers impure and you a sinner.


you should not wear watch in temple.when you wear watch your concentration stays on time runnig out for other works and not your prayers for god.




p.s-i have written all what i mean and do in ma life.if any of ma words have meaning please do adopt it in your life too.making that differnce not only to you but to all the livings and non-livings is the best feeling ever.and if you have anything else to say orr add you are always welcomed.

A smile follws up my face whenever i think of that night.that special night....ma first night.1st april 1886,was the day when i ws married to him.the ambience was filled up with so much of happiness and joy,but ma vidai couldnt stop tears in all ma beloveds eyes.so was ma eyes filled up with water.i sat down in the car near him.we were three in the car.me,him and the driver.yet ma tears were continuous as river ganga.it was only then when he held up ma face and wiped off ma tears with his hands.then he holded ma hand warmly,and affectionately,as in to give me that special feeling of being with and for me all ma life.i put down ma head on his shoulders,all was going so perfect until the car got those jerks and stop in a lonely lane.the driver got down to see what had happened.the was some defect in the engine which could only be repaired by the mechanic.so the driver had to walk down 3kms and bring the mechanic.the car was at last made at 1'o clock,wich gave a sign of relief.then we headed to our home.it was 2'o clock when we reached home.and only 10 mins befor e reached there was a powe cutoff in the building.the lifts were not working,and our flat was at 7th floor of that building.we both had to walk up the stairs alone to reach there.with those heavy clothes and jewellery on i had to manage too much of dificulty to even reach the second floor,in that dark.he then realised that we could get a lighter from the driver to head further.so he ran down n then up with that lighter.it was easy to walk up the stairs in that light.but that warmth of the light made me sweat more and wet.it was too tiring.he started staring at me with a very unusual look i had ever seen in his eyes before.then at once he came close to me,with that sultry breathe taking glances and i was zsmitten in the glance for what seemed eternity.my heart beat more faster this time.a cold current ran through ma body when he touched ma hand and held the lighter to me.he picked me up in his arms and walked up the stairs.he even was not too freshened up to do that but be it love or watever that he picked me and continued continuously till the 6th floor.then he was even too exhausted.he slowly kept me down on the floor.i couldnot understand what was happening ,but something was going fishy within him for sure.and in no less than a fraction of second he fainted down.i went blank.i couldnot understand what to do n what not.it was half past 2.and was in great need of help.but it this time there i found nobody to seek help from.i tried to awake him by movin the sari and generating air.but all ma tries went all then a wierd idea struck ma mind waste.and that was the only and the last thing i could think of and do that moment.now it was ma turn.so i tucked the other end of ma saree to ma waist and picked him up,and walked up the stairs.i entered home and straight aay laid him 2 sofa.i tried to wak him up by splashing water on his face.and alas,this time he did wake up,and got into his senses.i couldnot help but laugh and laugh nad laugh and just commented "now tats the only result of"LOSING YOUR SENSE IN EXCITEMENT".......

VAADA RAHA SANAM...

vaada raha sanam,
honge juda na hum,
chahe na chahe jamana,
humari chahaton ka mit na sakega fasana,
hamari chahaton ka mit na sakega fasana..........

in wadion me yuhi milte rahenge,
dil me wafa ke diye jalte rahenge,
ye manga hai duaon me,
kami na ho wafaon me,rahe teri nigahon me,
dekho na aisi rahon me ,
o-jane jaan......
hamari chahaton ka mit na sakega fasana,
hamari chahaton ka mit na sakega fasana....

kaisi udasi tere chehre pe chayi,
kya baat hai jo teri aankh bhar aayi,

dekho na kya nazare hai,
tumhari tarah pyare hai,
hanso na mere liye tumye ,
ye bhi to sab tumhare hai,
o-jane jaan,
hamari chahaton ka mit na sakega fasana,
humari chahaton ka mit na sakega fasana..........


p.s-love this song even more after our duet.love ya............lolzzzzzz

MY DREAM MAN

every girl has a dram of his dream man.a handsome man riding a white horse,coming close to you,and taking you to the land of happiness.i was even asked about him.but the above lines were not ma dream.ma dream is..............................
Aisa koi zindagi me aaye,
jo zindagi ko zindagi banaye,
thodi khushiyan ho,thode aansu ho,
aur zara zara pe muskuraye......

dil-o-jaan se jo mujhpe mare,
sirf mujhse mohabat kare,
mere khwabon me khoya rahe,
mere kandhon pe soya rahe,
mere liye duniya bhulaye,
mere dard-o-gam bhi uthaye.....

lamha-lamha umar baant le,
meri tanhaiyan kaat le,
har ghadi bas mera naam le,
ladkhadau jo me thaam le,
mere sare sapne sajaye,
meri palkon pe ghar banaye......

aisa koi zindagi me aaye,
jo zindagi ko zindagi banaye.......

YOU SAY IT BEST.......................

ITS AMAZING HOW YOU CAN SPEAK RIGHT TO MY HEART,
WITHOUT SAYING A WORD YOU CAN LIGHT UP THE DARK,
TRIES ARE MADE I CAN NEVER EXPLAIN,
WHAT I FEEL WHEN YOU DONY SAY A THING,
THE SMILE ON YOUR FACE LETS ME KNOW THAT YOU NEED ME,
THERES A TRUTH IN YOUR EYES SAYING U'LL NEVER LEAVE ME,
THE TOUCH OF YOUR HAND SAYS YOU'LL CATCH ME WHENEVER I FALL,
YOU SAY IT BEST WHEN YOU SAY NOTHING AT ALL.....................................

ALL DAY LONG I CAN HEAR PEOPLE TALKING ALOUD,
BUT WHEN YOU CALL ME NEAR YOU DROWN UP THE CROWD,
TRIES ARE MADE THEY CAN NEVER DEFINE,
WHATS THERE BETWEEN YOUR HEART AND MIND,
THE SMILE ON YOUR FACE LETS ME KNOW YOU NEED ME,
THERES A TRUTH IN YOUR EYES SAYING U'LL NEVER LEAVE ME,
THE TOUCH OF YOUR HAND SAYS,YOU'LL CATCH ME WHENEVER I FALL,
YOU SAY IT BEST WHEN YOU SAY NOTHING AT ALL.........

LOVE RELIVED

the crazy boy next door,
who had me at his smile,
spoke all through his lovely eyes,
touching ma heart just in a while..........

he made me crazy
and went crazy for me,
made me his princess and became ma prince
for the rest of ma life....

the roller coaster then started,
with those high water splashes,
both the hearts had same rythm
with those sweet clashes........

but a clash went so strong,
it gave an impact last long,
now the hearts stay broken
and both the crazy hearts stay alone.......

the prince now stays hidden apart,
to wipe the memories of princess,
but the princess yet believes in her love,
and keeps faith that the prince would be back again........

VIRGO WOMAN.......IS THAT ME

She will be similar to Leo woman in appearance. A slim woman who walks with confident and proud. She has an egg shape facial structure, high and round forehead. She likes to look straight as if she is searching. She is not a pretentious type and will always say what she thinks. You will see Virgo woman walks fast. She will try her best to be perfect, to look perfect and to feel perfect even though there is no such perfection. She is very delicate of what and how she dress. She is bright and easily despair with obstacles. She likes smart guy who will be compatible with her, so if you are a rich dumb guy, you can forget about her right now. She is not a very possessive or jealous person for she expect respect from her love one. She does not like a part time lover, or a temporary mate. If she finds her dream man, she will not go away. If she does not like you, she will always keep a certain distant. Act proper and appropriate is her discipline. She does not like and can not stand bad languages, cursing words or phrase. She likes a gentleman who open the doors for her. She wants to feel protected and when a man taking care of her, she will feel like a complete woman.

She memorizes everything about other people and about herself very well. She can really keep secret, you can trust her on this. She likes a refreshing and a mild scent. She is very delicate in maintaining her beauty, so you could see she is seriously picking soap which match and most suit her skin. Do not comments her on this very picky habits, it is her happiness in working full times as a self beautifier. She is not an innocent angle for sometimes she can be as tough as steel. Even she easily despair, she is not the type to cry over it. She is a shy type, so making speech in front of the room can make her nervous even she walks and talks confidently. She only search for true love , not just any love. Her love is an ideal one. She likes to think no one is neater and as effective as her, which can irritate you sometimes for there is no such thing. She likes sweet talk, but she can slip and say something unpredictable and unbearable to you too. When she stops getting mad, she will totally forget what she just said and be an angle again. If you have a date with her , you'd better be there on time. Flowers and sweet word can calm her down. If you want to say sorry , make it brief and straight forward. Do not drag your apologetic words into a long making it up events, it could lead you to another world war. She likes her man to dress nice and clean. She is good in details especially with money. Do not make she thinks that she is a clown or funny. In the beginning of knowing her, please try not to glance at other pretty woman so much. Early period of dating her, try not to hold her so much in public, it would not be a proper thing to do. She loves books, stage play and music and likes to criticize about them too. Criticism woman is her icon including big and small things in life starting from your hair, your dress , and the way you talk. If you are in love with her, be as almost perfect as your can.

THE TWIG....

Oh god,
No matter how strong and tough I try to be,
But I am a weak twig.
With two lovely eyes crying in pain,
Trying to express their vain.
With a wish that someone could understand,
Where my dreams stand.

Oh god,
No matter how happy and merry I try to be,
But I am a sorrow twig,
With my unshakened lips,soft and pink,
Stay hurted by the world so hard,
They not even trying to speak a word.
Unleashing my undescribed thoughts,
Keeping still yet but not.

Oh god,
No matter how lovely I try to be,
But I am a helpless twig,
People want me to be their magic wands to solve their problems,
No matter how much I try to fulfill their demands,
But being a twig I cannot do as they want.

The way I live,
The way I stay,
Will anyone think of me anyday.
Will the world know I am dead or alive,
If ever I don’t thrive.
Oh god,
No matter how strong and tough I try to be,
Yet I am a weak twig.

CPT EXPERIENCE

Once we were sitting in our class.there were a few laminated photographs on the wall.a student started recognizing the great Indians.but unfortunately he was so puzzled up in cpt studies that he forgot his history.he saw the photograph and said Jawaharlal Nehru.but was that Jawaharlal Nehru.nooooo,he was not Nehru,instead he was swami vivekananda.heheehhehe.This post is for those studious students,who have considered ca(cpt) as some nightmare,which they have to turn to a beautiful dream.a few students think cpt to be too tough to be cleared.they study all day and night,and forget all their history and geography.here I tell you what grade cpt holds………..
CPT STUDENTS AND THEIR MOTTO-
In our introduction class,sir asked our college names and extra carrers opted if any.this was now turn of a boy.he said he is doing a d.j. corse in bhawanipur college.sir asked him,why is he doin cpt at all when he has his carrear fixed as a d.j.he said,sir star plus pe cpt band ho gaya ,isliye yahan khelne aa gaya.
CPT PASSERS-
There was a student in our revision class held 10 days before exams,who used to sit in the corner seat of second bench.my teacher has a habit of questions to us while teaching ,so that day he was the target.he asked him 3 simple journal entries-
1.credit sales
2.credit purchase
3.bad debt recovery.
He answered it all wrong.sir was a bit furious and said,”take your money refund,and go home and sit.you can never pass cpt exam.”.but he replied”sir,I have already passed cpt exam in November.i just came here to make my base concept of accounts strong.”
CPT TEACHERS-
Anil mishra,must have heard his name.yeah,the most forgetful teacher of cpt who teaches maths.he remembers his batch by the name of his students,bidisha batch,sneha batch,etc.he never knows the time of his batches.whenever the batch comes up he teaches them.he calls up the students of all the batches at the same time and then cancels the class.isn’t this what he did just 15days before exams.

Mohan sir,no doubt a good teacher.he teaches maths.but has he time to teach neways.if the batch starts at 1p.m.,the class begins at 2p.m.the syllabus never ends.and not to forget his 10 trips to bangalore to teach there.

Jha sir,one of the best accounts teacher.the teacher whose class is all about real fun.abuses is all his mother tongue.i think my words are too less to honour him.


Need I say anything more to it……….chillax and njoy your life.and cpt……go to hell.

NUGGETS OF WISDOM

1.Even if u are on the right track,you will get run over if u just sit there.
2.your attitude determines your altitude in life.
3.there is nothing so dark as a closed mind.
4.people will judge you by ur actions and not intentions.
5.the largest room in the world is the room for improvement.
6.give yourself to god.he can do more with you than you can.
7.speak well of your enemies-you made them..

8.your life is fragile-handle with prayers
9.make plans as if you are going to live forever,live as if it was the last day of your life on this earth.
10.the most underdeveloped territory in the world lies under your hat.
11.footprints in the sand of time were not made by sitting down.
12.kindness is onething you cant give away.it always comes back.
13.for every minute you are angry you loose 60 seconds of happiness.
14.most of us would be happy if we ourselves follow the advice we give to others.

15.true happiness may be sought,thought or caught-but never bought.
16.since you have two eas and one mouth,you should hear twice as much as you speak.
17.the dictionary is the only place where success comes before work.
18.the man who is asking for loan is always left alone.
19.no dreams come true until you wake up and go to work.
instead of pointing a critical finger,try holding out a helping hand.
20.O lord!you give us evrything at the price of an effort.
21.the worst boss anyone can have is a bad habit.
22.hardening of the heart may age people more quickly than hardening of the arteries.

23.never fear criticism when you are right,never ignore criticism when you are wrong.
24.the lazier a man is, the more he plans to do tommorow.
25.it is better to ligt the candle than to curse the darkness.
26.if we add the letter "d" to anger it becomes danger.
27.obstacles are those frightful things you see when you take your eyes off your goal.
28.trifles lead to perfection and perfection is not a trifle.




DO MORE THAN EXIST-LIVE
DO MORE THAN TOUCH-FEEL
DO MORE THAN LOOK-OBSERVE
DO MORE THAN READ-ABSORB
DO MORE THAN HEAR-LISTEN
DO MORE THAN LISTEN-UNDERSTAND.

THINK +VE

if u think,"WOH KEHTE HAIN NA JO HOTA HAI ACHE KE LIYE HOTA HAI..........."Galat kehte hai.read this.This is nice - finding positive out of every negative - which we don't always manage to do.
1.when you fail in one exam,god assures you of better results in some better oppurtunity which is worth you.
2.if you have tears today,god assures you of happiness tommorow.

3.if you have hardship today,god assures you of success tommorow.

4.if the earth is burning from the scortching heat,god assures you of greenery with every drop of rain.

5.if you are handicapped/blind,god assures you that you are better than those who have it and misuses it.

6.if you dont have children,god assures you that you are better than those who have children and yet are forced to live in old age homes.

7.if you have the darkest night go assures you of the very next brightest morning.

8.if one door of luck gets closed,god assures you to open 10 more.

9.one lie for good is better than ten truths for bad.

10.the person who hates you and hurts you,loves you the most.

11.when your loved one knows you both have no end together and he hurts you till he is assured you hate him,its not god,but he who is getting assured that you have true love and happiness all through your life,be it his or somebody elses.
so "DONT LOOSE HOPE" is the morral of the story.keep faith in yourself.believe in god.it is not enough to take steps which may someday lead to a goal,aech step must be itself a goal and a step likewise.and "WOH KEHTE HAIN NA JO HOTA HAI ACHE KE LIYE HOTA HAI"..........sahi kehte hain.

IMPOSSIBLE SAYS I AM POSSIBLE

13th march,2007,second day of my articleship training.i had not too much of work for the early part of the day.so me and my olligue we went for lunch around 2 o clock in afternoon.the roads were too much crowded,but i didnt notice.all i noticed was i was hungry and the same food menu we get everyday.after we had lunch we set off for our office and probably this time the crowd attracted me.being an inquisitive gal i waited there,and zstarted enquiring the crowd the reason of their presence.then it was somebody who said"yahan paison ki baarish ho rahi hai".it was wierd to hear and believe.having money rainfall was too impossible to believe.but as they say"only who have seen the ghosts ,believe in them".it was too true to believe.but i couldnot deny what i saw.notes of rs 500,100,n coins falling down.it was seriously a money rainfall.i could see people falling over each other to get that money.people climbing up the lampposts,n trees to get the money,and stuck there for they didnt know how to come down.even people picked the money from the drainage places.that was the moment i realised how big is money.yeah,money surely talks,and money rocks,in this world.but then,headed to ma office,forgot all about it and got busy with ma work.the next day i went office all the office staff was giggling and reading some article in some bengali daily newspaper.i asked them the reason for so much of giggle.it was then when i came to know the real story of the incident.it was some income tax rade in some office out there,and so they dropped down the money(black money) on road which people collected.now when i think over the incident all i get in ma mind is..."MONEY RAINFALL--hhhaahhaaaaaa,who says its impossible,for it itself spoke i m possible.

INTEREASTING AND REALISTIC DESCRIPTION OF MYSELF

"ALL AUTOBIOGRAPHIES ARE LIES".....,so said the great G.B.SHAW.though i am not writng an autobiography yet the sentence has been quoted.the fact is that i am about to write a realistic description of myself which no doubt will be found interesting by the readers.i,like all other human beings has positive as well as negative ,i.e.,grey characteristics,because nobody is perfect.it might be that god is perfect,but he is an exception being the SUPREME.angels too have negative characteristics,like satan,beelzebub,etc.

i feel i resemble satan in various aspects.but let me start by revealing ma negative sides and let my positive side follow in the end.i firmly believe that the story doesnot end if it is not ended with a happy tone......(mind it)

i am a cusp.a cusp is a person who shares two zodiac signs-i am a cusp of two distinctive zodiac signs which are contradictory to each other.i am a mixture of a virgo and a libra.virgos are discriminating,prudish,clean freak,creative,finicky,highly critical,aggresive and sensitive.their motto is "PERFECT IS ALMOST GOOD ENOUGH".on the other hand libras are graceful,balances life well,champions in relationships,diplomatic,strategists,easy going, caring, romantic.i bear qualities of both a virgo and a libra.but i am a vorgo ,no less than a libra.

i am a good companion.my company is jovial,amd what what others call-a good timepass.i am influenced by my moods.sometimes i do the chores of the house and help my mother.in other times i dont even get up to work,no matter how loud my mother screams.i am good at singing but you never know,when i moght sing a pleasant song and when a melancholy note.i am good at dance but you never know when i rock and roll or when i might just silently do a move to beats.though i hate to be studious,i do so only to gain good marks and to be succesful.i am a late kate because i sleeep late and hence wake up late.in short i hate the saying "EARLY TO BED AND EARLY TO RISE,MAKES A MAN HEALTHY WEALTHY AND WISE".i think i am quite different from others,when everybody loves when an examination is postponed,i simply hate the idea.but i should also identify myself with others.there would have been a cause of the postponing.i want All the things of the world to myself.i want to be the best dressed,best goodies are what i crave for even though i know all these things are transistory.nobody will take these things after death.i love nature and can sit on the window of my room looking out to the blue sky,greenery,chirping birds for long.but my mother hates it.i cant sit idly for hours and leave my responsibilities.i have lots of things to say but i cant go on writing all my life.length cannot determine merit.i would be given what i deserve even though i would love to have the most in allll..............

CHILDREN HIP-HOP

Everyone of us are child at heart.arent we?yeah,we are.and each of us have our childhood days as best memories of our life.so,this is a post of all the famous and dear poetries and lullabies of ma life,to share ma childhood with you and remind you of your best days.njoy.
POETRIES
1.A,B,C
TUMBLE DOWN D,
THE CAT IN THE CUPBOARD
AND CANT SEE ME........

2.HUMPTY DUMPTY SAT ON A WALL,
HUMPTY DUMPTY HAD A GREAT FALL,
ALL THE KING HORSES,AND ALL THE KINGMEN,
COULDNOT PUT HUMPTY DUMPTY TOGETHER AGAIN.

3.ALU KACHA ALU BETA KAHAN GAYE THE,
BENGAN KI TOKRI ME SO RAHE THE,
BENGAN NE LAAT MAARI TRO RAHE THE ,
MUMMY NE PYAAR KIYA HANS RAHE THE......

4.ARE YOU SLEEPING,ARE YOU SLEEPING,
BROTHER JOHN,BROTHER JOHN,
MORNING BELLS ARE RINGING,MORNING BELLS ARE RINGING,
DING DING DONG,DING DING DONG......

5.HICKORY DICKORY DOCK,
THE MOUSE RAN UP THE CLOCK,
THE CLOCK STRUCK ONE,
THE MOUSE RAN DOWN,
HICKORY DOCKORY DOCK.

6.BABA RE BABA,
YEH KYA HO GAYA,
AANKHEN THI KHULI,
TAN SO GAYA,
NASHA CHA GAYA,
HOSH KHO GAYA.....

7.INKY PINKY PONKY,
FATHER HAD A DONKEY,
FATHER DIED,DONKEY CRIED....OOOPS,
DONKEY DIED,FATHER CRIED,
INKY PINKY PONKY......

8.AKKAD BAKKAD BAMBE BO,
ASSI NABBE PURE SO,
SO ME LAGA DHAGA,
CHOR NIKAL KE BHAGA,
CHIDIYAGHAR ME CHIDIYA BOLI,
CAHI CHUIN CHUSSSSSSSSSS.........

9.UP AND DOWN,
THE EARTH IS ROUND,
TABLE AND CHAIR,
GO TO THE FAIR,
BOTTOM AND TOP,
BUY A LOLLIPOP,
BLACK AND WHITE,
DONT YOU FIGHT,
IN AND OUT,
PLEASE DONT SHOUT.

10.MERE PAPA HATTE KATTE,
MUCHE UNKI MOTTI SHOTTI,
DIKHNE ME VE THODE KALE,
PAR DIL KE VE BILKUL SACHE,
BAATON ME VE EKDUM PAKKE,
GAADI HE VE KHUB CHALATE,
DEKHNE WALE DANG REH JATE,
UNKO ACHA LAGTA HAI GANA,
PANEER UNKA PREEY KHANA.......

11.ONE TWO,
BU KLE MY SHOE,
THREE FOUR,
SHUT THE DOOR,
FIVE SIX,
PICK UP THE STICKS,
SEVEN EIGHT ,
LAY THEM STRAIGHT,
NINE TEN ,
A BIG FAT HEN,
ELEVEN TWELVE,
DIG AND DWELL......

12.BABA BLACK SHEEP,
HAVE YOU ANY WOOL,
YES SIR,YES SIR,THREE BAGS FULL,
ONE FOR MA MASTER,
ONE FOR MA MAID,
ONE FOR THE LITTLE BOY WHO LIVES DOWN THE LANE.....

13.CHEE BANDREE CHEE,
THARE GHAGHAIYE ME GHEE,
AUR SIGLA TO KALA KOJA,
GHANI FUTHRI TU....(YET 2 B CONCLUDED)
(P.S-this is only for those who understand marwari)




LULLABIES
1.SOJA MUNNA SOJA,
LAL PALANG PE SOJA,
MUMMY PAPA AYENGE,
DUS KHILONE LAYENGE,
EK KHILONA TUT GAYA,
MUNNA RAJA RUTH GAYA,
EK KHILONA AUR AAYA,
MUNNA RAJA DODTA AAYA....

2.CHANDA HAI TU,
MERA SURAJ HAI TU,
O,MERI AANKHON KA TAARA HAI TU.........

3.GUDIA RANI-BETIA RANI,
PARIYON KI NAGRI SE EK DIN,
RAJKUNWARJI AYENGE ,
MEHLON ME LEJAYENGE........

4.CHANDA MAMA DUR KE,
KHIR PAKAYE PUR KE,
AAP KHAYE THALI ME,
BACHO KO DE PYALI ME.......

5.LULLA LULLA LORI,
DUDH KI KATORI,
DUDH ME PATASHA,
MUNNA KARE TAMASHA........

6.SONU SONU KUN KARE,
SONU RI BHUA LUN KARE,
LUN KARE RANG RAYAN ME,
SONU 100-100 BHAIYAN ME,
BHAIYAN RI BHALAYI KARO,
EEIII SONU RI SAGAI KARO........
(P.S.-this is again for those who understand marwari.)

REALITY ............THE BITTER PART

This story fascinated me, and instantly triggered in me to pen down something about it..it speaks of a shadow of total darkness,but as they say"ONLY AFTER TOTAL DARKNESS COMES COMES THE NEW RAY OF SUNLIGHT".so does in this post.
she was finishing her daily chore,
when suddenly a knock sounded at the door,
she opened the door and kept on standing,
her eyes couldnot belive what they were watching,
they unwrapped the face ina while,
it was her husband who was kiled by a missile;
droplets if water fell from her eyes,
the tears were truth ,they were not lies,
a maiden went to take her care,
she left her hand and sat on a chair,
the poor lady cried and cried,
being aware of the news that her husband had died,
then suddenly the maiden went to the room,
she carried the baby and came out soon,
the baby was put on the mothers lap,
the baby then started to give slow claps,
she looked at the baby and gave a smile,
she wiped her tears and thought for a while,
she knew she had to keep her heart strong,
coz anything undaunted would lead her wrong,
she made an effort to relieve her arduous life,
indeed she proved to be an ideal mother and a proud wife........................

X-RAY

X-RAY............Whats that?what does this mean?and how is it connected to our life.......here you get the answer.here x-ray is not the same medical report but x-ray means a xerox copy of your inner heart.many times my haert and ma soul asks me a few questions.a few philosophical questions of ma life.who am i?what am i?what have i achieved as yet?and whats d use of all whatever i have achieved?hte same might have happened to you.but only questions are not sufficient enough.every question seeks an answer.and you are the one who gives the answer.htese answers shows us what we are n why.here are a few questions one must answer itself.this post is for all those who thinks their x-ray to be better than their photograph............

p.s.-if i have written anything that distracts your soul n maks you feel low,i am extremely sorry from my heart."michchamidukdam"...........
1.a friend of yours is too sad and you help him in his suffering.after a time he becomes more succesful and wealthier than you........you be happy or jealous for him?
2.you plan to give charity of rs.500,but smehow d plan gets postponed.u b happy for you saved rs.500,or you be sad for you stayed deprived of the privilage to help someone?
with rs.200 in your pocket you go to watch a movie,you were plannin to watch from last few days.but unfortunately it goes houseful.even after all your possible efforts you dont be able to buy a ticket and watch that movie.now you be happy to save rs.200 or you be regret that you couldnot see the movie?
3.before moving out of your house you drank a cup of tea.suddenly you meet a friend of yours on the way.he offers you tea again.do u accept the offer or you reject it?
similarly you just came out of temple and wore your shoes.suddenly your friend meets you by chance and offers you to visit d temple again with him.do u visit the templ again or you reject the offer for you just visited and you getttin late.
4.without knowing the nerves of the market your neighbour invests his all whole heartedly in srong investment plan.you predict he would bec ome a bankrupt,and fortunately or nfortunately it turns to be true.you be happy for your prediction became correct or you be sad for him?
5.from last four days your neighbour sees you going office,and he gives you lift everytime.but 5th day he ignores you.would you be thankful to him to give you lift for 4 days or you curse him for he left you the 5th day?